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Seeds of Neglect

Posted by on October 3, 2016

At the beginning of 2016, our local Target store closed. I was surprised at how quickly the entire property assumed an air of neglect. By late spring, the landscaping was overgrown, parking lot cracks sprouted unsightly weeds, and trash accumulated along the sidewalk. Although I know these changes happened gradually, it didn’t seem that way. It felt as though one day everything looked just fine, and the next it looked sad, run down, forgotten.

I imagine I can be much like this closed store. My heart needs daily time in God’s Word. Without it, I quickly see signs of neglect sprouting up in my life. Seeds of doubt and worry take root. They break through into my heart where they begin to grow. They push my Savior out of the way, and rearrange my priorities. Worldly philosophies blow in and settle in the recesses of my mind. I begin to question that which is true and absolute. I become confused about right and wrong. I wonder what direction to go in life. I feel hallowed out and empty, and I wonder: How did this happen all of the sudden? When did fear replace faith, and thus despair replace joy?

Maybe this has never happened to you. But I find myself sliding into the same old patterns time and again. I’ve even blogged about it before, and I still fail to stop myself from unintentionally sewing seeds of neglect in my life. These changes are gradual, too. One day I skip devotion or prayer time because I’m too tired or too busy. Another day, I might pray but while my lips speak to my God, my mind runs through the To Do list, and when the prayer is over I have no recollection of it. These gradual changes eventually lead to a neglected spiritual life filled with weeds of discontent and trouble.

This is why daily use of the Word is essential. It’s the one habit I can’t afford to give up. When Jesus told the parable of the Sower and the Seed (Luke 8), He taught us that sometimes it’s the concerns of this life that choke out our use of the Word and can ultimately lead to spiritual death. I used to think He was speaking of ungodly concerns or bad habits. But what He actually says is there are those who are “choked with cares, riches, and pleasures of this life.” He doesn’t say they are sinful cares, only that they choke out His Word. Of this I am most definitely guilty.

Every evening when our family sits down for prayers, the last song we sing is a blessing. The words are: Lord, bless and keep Thou me as Thine. Lord, make Thy face upon me shine. Lord, lift Thy countenance on me; And give me peace, sweet peace, from Thee. Sadly, there are many nights I sing on auto pilot, not thinking and not registering what this blessing means for me. Other nights, thankfully, are different. Those are the times I sing and marvel that I can directly ask the Creator of the world to look favorably upon me. I feel God’s peace settle over me, surround me and fill me. And I wonder why I am so foolish as to let anyone or anything else take precedence in my life and heart.

May our loving Father give us grace and mercy to always make time for Him and to gladly abide in His Word. And if we are to neglect anything, may it be only those things that pull us away from Him.

12 Responses to Seeds of Neglect

  1. Cathy Hall

    Sometimes you really hit something square on the head, Debra. This was not one—hahahahhaa! Just kidding. This was perfect.

    Sad, but perfect. I am right there with you more times than I care to admit.

  2. Marion Romberg

    I certainly am guilty of putting God aside. Thank you for reminding me that I am not alone and God loves me anyway. Praise God from whom all Blessings flow!

    • Debra

      Thank you for your comment, Marion. It helps me as well to know we all struggle from time to time!

  3. Luther Schoon

    Thanks Debra, for your continued encouragement – daily remember the promise He has blessed us with – Lord, grant me the renewed strength for the desire and need for His Will, not mine

    • Debra

      Another prayer I think of quite often is, “Lord, I believe. Help Thou my unbelief!” So thankful HE is faithful and HIS promises are sure!

  4. Linda O'Connell

    Sometimes I think I am bothering our Father way too much, as it seems I am always praying for someone in need. I need to be mindful to be thankful. Great post, Deb.

    • Debra

      I know what you mean, Linda! Sometimes I feel that way too, until I remember He wants us to pray without ceasing. So pray away!

  5. Lisa Ricard Claro

    Great post. My biggest issue? Over thinking everything. When I pray for myself I feel like I’m being selfish. When I pray for others I feel as if I’m missing someone I should remember. The truth is that God knows my heart, and when I’m spending time with Him, He will take care of the rest.

    • Debra

      YES. Sometimes I just have to say, “Lord, I don’t know WHAT to say. But you know what’s in my heart!”

  6. Sara

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful humility in your writing! I too am guilty for neglecting my quality time with God. But that’s just Satan, making me feel guilt, instead of looking at the moments all day long that I talk with God. We forget that when we are out and about, God occasionally sends people that we can smile at and show His love to. He loves that too! Thank you, for sharing His heart so humbly Debra! You are valuable and gifted! 🙂 May God continually bless you and keep you!

    • Debra

      Thank you, Sara! It definitely helps so much to have good Christian friends (like you!) to encouraged us and remind us of what really matters!

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